Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Chemo side effects SUCK :/ tmi

Ugh! about sums up my day. I'm currently on Cycle 5 of my chemo pill. Yay for it working!! :] My tumors are currently stable. My face is not full of pimples or as red as my hair as it was the first couple of cycles. I'm not nauseous like I have been for almost the 2 years since I have been diagnosed. Here comes the TMI..............................................................................................................................................................
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I am shitting my fricking brains out!!!!! At first I welcomed the diarrhea. I was happy to have to run to the bathroom multiple times a day. It beat the hell out of sitting on the bathroom floor all day hugging the toilet, puking my guts out, even when there was nothing left in me to puke up. Now it SUCKS! Lucky me last night I got to do both. Puke and shit. Thankfully it was not at the same time. I have a diary on opendiary and people are always telling me how I'm handling this so well and I never complain or bitch or seem down about it. I dunno maybe it's because of my kids that I seem like I have it all together. If it wasn't for them I'd be a freaking mess. Maybe it's just because I'm having a shitty [FOR REAL] day. I've literally spent half my day in the bathroom and my ass burns from going so much. But hey things could be worse...I'm alive, I'm FIGHTING cancer, I have not LOST the fight, one of my kids could be in my shoes, we're happy, the rest of the fam is healthy & mommy hasn't run out of TP...thank goodness!!! =)

1 comment:

Kathy said...

Gotta' hate those shitty days, huh? I don't have cancer, but I've had my share of shitty days--literaly! Let's hear it for soft toilet paper!!! Hang in there. Just found your blog through WW. I'm you newest follower. I am following under my 2nd blog name maddie/cades mimi, but will comment under my 1st blog Reflections...by Kathy. I know...it's complicated.

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